Currently Playing Elevator By Hot Hot Heat You Owe Me n IOU see related

SOME ONE SAVE ME FROM THESE BOYS!!!

more and more I start to think I just like girls more than boys... and Im currently dating Manny but I feel sad cause I really do er... did like Ryan even if he wasnt cute and I knew he was real and what he said he ment.. but Manny Im not so sure.. He flaunts me like a trophy to make his ex jealous and hes lied to me.. I mean hes hot and funny and sweet.. but whast wrong with me.. gosh Im such a nigger... +_+

well I dont have much more time exams lately got out early mommy doesnt know so what she doesnt know wount hurt her and Im about to go to the thrift store...

p.s. Tiger Army is probably my fav. band right now.. last day of schools tomorow..

Ive ben going to "church" lately with manny.. did some uhh things <.< annnddd Idk.. Might go to a From First To Last concert tuesday I surley hope so.. wish me luck..

Currently Playing Love Rhymes With Hideous Car Wreck By Blood Brothers i think this is the one jared burnt me koolness! >.< see related

okay okay finally getting to recap before its friday agian!~

friday- Went to the WP play " a night on broadway" well I invited Ashley to be nice and we went and met Monique. we didnt actually see the play we walked around and such It was really fricken awasome tho.. I miss her. Ashley almost got stuck in this hospital place. We caught the end of the play.. and played truth or dare. We did some good ones like when Mo had to put a trsh can cover on her head and talk to ppl. Then I saw all my old friends like sara and stefanie and Ayesha and christian to. It was kool they dont recognize me.. <3 id exagerate more but... :/

sat- Mckenna came over with Ashley untill 11 when she lef.t Ashley tries way to kool to seem kool sometimes i tmakes me so angry. It was fun tho mckenna is adorable but after when she leaves and Ashley goes to bed is when it all gets interesting.. made out with J and almost other stuff... but he stopped it. he was just so sweet about it all. I wanted him.. but now.. *sigh

Sunday - boring hung around with ppl here..

all week kept hanging with jerry we arnt allowed to communicate or he gets kicked out basically but it seems like hes being an ass and it hurts and I dont even know what to think anymore..

I am so un elaborite.. today was one of the best days of this yr in school eveything just went good and I spent the day laughing and such... <3 <3 at lunch we went in fron t of the auditorium and took pictures of kalid and jared being bandits it was funny.. then ashley almost got us jupmed by blk ppl cause she wouldnt shut up and i wante to slap her then i wanted to slap one of the blk girls for being mean to me.. of course I didnt. but w.e .. I guess Ill go now orchestra agian! whoo its ben soo long!

Currently Playing Early Years Ep By Tiger Army cause they played old school >.< yay* see related

It was so FUCKING kick ASS!!! There were  lots of diffrent types of ppl there.. punkers and normal kids and rockabillyish kids... etc. FirstLost City Angels played they turned out to be really kool. We kinda got in the "circle" as it turns out to be... there mosh pits are like circles where you walk around looking tuff unless your in a cluster fighting or something and I guess it seems like your a champion or some big person doing a strut if your just walking.. idk.. it was funny. Next were the Unseen (Chris from math was there) The singer was mad crazy he jumped down right next to the crowd and then jumped in it and crowd surfed and insane shizzit like that. Then finally TIGER ARMY!!! they played this really old song first with the curtain closed well they didnt play it a machine did but yeah .. then they played track 2 on the newest cd and then ghost fire then they went on and did alot of shit from everything even on of there very first things.. they went with the bouncyest things err fast anywya and we all went crazy. Some how before them during the Unseen I had made my way to the very front own bar and all.then i lost my sopt to be in the pit/circle. cause i wanted to be like 5 seconds later I had gotten hit in the nose my lip busted top and bottom and im pretty sure some bruises im going to feel tomorow but it was so kool anyway. I love my busted lip heh. Then afterwards we (ryans and I ) went to get water the bassist Jeff was outside and talking to these 2 girls so i went over and got him to sign my ticket and told him how awsome he was and I gave him a hug and hes like thank you but he sounded like he really meant it not just like he says it to anyone <333 I was sad that Nick 13 didnt come out but they have to have something to look forward to in backstage passes for ppl I guess.. I got a pictures of the bassist on my phone <3 thennnn we went over to there table cause it was so crowded I wanted to see what was going on and one of the guys from the unseen handed me a sticker. We walked over the there table . lost city angels table and asked the unseen ppl if they had anymore posters and he said yes and the lead guy signed it then the bass I think.. (hes who handed us the stickers) Then we got the lost city angels to sign out tickets cause they had no posters to give away the bass in that took up most the front so to get even I said the singer could take the whole back and indeed he did. Then I said he had to put a heart and he did and then he put a penis with bat wings -_- lmao... funnn stuff . While he signed it hes like here hold my beer cause he had one and to much going on with his hands... Then hes like oh you can have some if you want.. so of cours eI took some.. a few ppl were like chug it chug it and I woulda really liked ot it woulda ben funny but it was his and he was already doing something illegal >:) It was koolness... After that Ryans and I just hung around and we were talking to them. He bought the CD. The drummer was kool he didnt think his hair was rad caus eI said he should take off his hat like thingy because his hair was so kool hes like really? I its hard to play with it not on cause it gets in my eyes. Then Im like well could you take it off now so we could have some remeberance of your kool hair. I  informed him his  hair was hot sex. We all had fun.. Then the guitarist was singing and hes like I cant sing cause I was just playing of something and hes liek sing with me but he must of made his song up so it was like uhh.. and hes lik eoh well and im like dont feel bad that was the koolest thing al lnight so he did the whole fist to fist tihng.. everyone seems to know what to do with that... and so i said that and was like Yeah no one ever tried rock paper scisors or anything.. so he tried and hes like im slow on that idunno how to do it etc.. and so hes like the singer will! and he did and I beat him rock to scissors.. So im like whatd I win? and hes like well.. uhhh you can slap me? and im like i dont wanna slap you thats not a prise! and Im like can I have this paper/poster hanging that would proabably just be trown away and hes like sure.. so im the only one that got one and they all sighned it. and he put scisors beat rock next to his name.. and im like how.. and hes like there super scissors.. It was funny we went on.. Then I got another hug from some ppl pet the lead singer and started to leave blowing him kisses he blowed them back I caught them put them on my cheek and such playing around and he put his on his cheek ^_^ annd thats about when he said he liked my whole outfit ^_^ and i felt so kool it was all so rad. then to complete the collection Ryan gave me a dolla to buy a Tiger Army poster.. not signed but just as magnificent kinda.. still killer. Then Ryan and I walked around untill his mom got there and drove home.. im pooped. I stayed hom eform school today that was all on mom.. shes like ill take you then shes like whats the schools number ill jsut calll you in sick so im like whatevah.. The kid I told was Sexy at Rise Agianst was there I wanted to say something but didnt. and one girl had a I need ahug shirt if she wasnt far away i woulda walked up hugged her and walked away leaving her all wtf until she figured it out.. It was just all the most Spiffy effing thing ever..

Purchased items:

Tiger Army shirt ( yellow words and two bats)

tiger army bandana ( red says tiger army and has tiger bat)

2 bottons

I pretty much only bought Tiger Army merch. I feel weird when I havnt listened more than a litte. I think ima try to be vegetarian. Things are SO sad with that... I made Ashley watch a video she cried.. like I had.. Umm and not Im home and I found Kenny here its ben awhile. Id like to see Thomas * sigh '* and some guy rented out the room.. Jerry he seems really nice at least hes honost and open.. maybe to much so for his own good but whatevah.. well I guess Ill stop there for now hang up my posters annndddd got to bed..